Why did it get so bad? Because I'm a complete chicken when it comes to going to the dentist. When you know you need a lot of work done and the cost of that work scares the crap out of you and you want them to work on the part where you feel needs the most attention and they want to work on cosmetic stuff and sell you a $400 tooth brush and $89 toothpaste (I'm not kidding) it kind of makes you jaded about going to the dentist. The past two dentists I've tried to go to have been like that, the dental hygienists are the gate keeper and you have to get past them to get to the dentist. Because I wouldn't be bullied by the dental hygienist I left and didn't go back.
Fortunately our new insurance has more flexibility with what dentist you can visit and while they pay a mere $1000 per year, its a $1000 I don't have to pay. I have a feeling my cost is going to top $12,000 for the work I need done....it sucks being
My diet of soft foods this week and especially lasts nights sodium rich soft food has done a number on the scale and while I'm shocked and completely embarrassed by the number I'm posting it anyhow because I promised at the beginning of the year I would post my weekly weigh in and I already took one week off this month.
This week: PLUS 4 pounds (gasp...horrrrrrrror)
Total for 2009: 15.2
Dear Scale,
I'm totally kicking your ass next week.
Love,
Me
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