The other day I talked about how much weight I've lost and gained over the past three years but I didn't tell you that I decided to resign from my position as human yoyo. Thats right, this former Scale Junkie decided that she's done with the up and down of the scale. Of course I realize that everyone has some fluctuation on the scale but lets face it 5 pounds is a fluctuation, even 10 pounds could be called a fluctuation...20, 30, 40 pounds? Not so much. That means one of two things. I can either just go up and up and up or down and down and down. Clearly up isn't an option so down is the choice.
At the beginning of the year I said I would announce how many pounds I had lost for the week, then how many for the year and how much from my all time high and then I did what I tend to do when I do these sorts of things, the scale went up and I quit. So then I'd get back on plan and drop a few pounds but were those "real" pounds since I had already lost those pounds and they were part of a regain? Should I only count new pounds? What was my starting weight for the year again? I couldn't remember.
I asked a friend of mine recently how her weight loss efforts were going because she told me daily of her strict menu. She said she was three pounds away from her lowest point from her beginning of the year weight loss so she hadn't lost anything yet. She went on to explain that she was still 18 pounds over her lowest weight from last year and 40 more pounds from her goal. I asked her how many this time around and she said 30 pounds. I thought WOW 30 pounds is great! She told me that they don't count though because they were old pounds.. As soon as I heard it coming out of her mouth I saw the insanity of it all. Her method of counting pounds lost and gained matched MY way of counting too but it took hearing it from another persons mouth for me to realize that the past is the past and there is no such thing as new pounds and old pounds. I weighed 6 pounds and a few ounce when I was born, those are the orginal pounds, anything over that is what? New pounds? Old Pounds? Crazy pounds?I vote for crazy pounds.
I've come to a decision that I'm sick and tired of counting the pounds as new pounds, old pounds, this years pounds, blah blah blah. I'm counting from my all time high to where I am at the MOMENT. It doesn't matter that I was at 40 pounds lost at some point or that I was at 70 pounds lost last year, the yoyo is gone and I'm just saying from today....59 pounds gone as of today.
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